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Footprint Manager Tabs
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- My Messages to Others
- About my Family and Friends
- More About Me
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 | Broken and empty inside | March 23, 2024 | This content is restricted. | Missing Attachment |
| Mr. Bear’s Adventure | March 15, 2019 | This content is restricted. |  | |
 | Ryans short but sweet post on social media | March 18, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Best party Ryan had in a while | March 9, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 2024 National Honors Society application packet | March 5, 2024 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Sleepy Tyson | February 22, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family Day 2024 | February 19, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Leah loves Maggie | February 20, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Canadian Warplane Heritage Museum | February 24, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | The best love note I’ve ever been given | December 16, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
 | i am ready | February 14, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan tries scallops for 1st time | January 28, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first tshirts | January 26, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan driving on permit – gets stuck in snow | January 9, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan turns 16 | November 2, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan 16th bday card | November 2, 2023 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Leah’s doodles | October 16, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan wants to buy something; I help map it out | October 3, 2023 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Paper Dragons | September 11, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana as baby with her mom | August 8, 1947 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 2023 Mommy birthday card | May 1, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and me working on KITT | February 10, 2011 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Valentine’s day outing with wifey | February 15, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan looking hella handsom | February 16, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan_9th grade English honors self narrative | January 12, 2023 | This content is restricted. | | |
| yan_9th grade English honors self narrative | January 12, 2023 | This content is restricted. | | |
| 2022 Family holiday letter | December 13, 2022 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Ryan make a custom Knight Rider Transformer and box | December 1, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family RETURNS to 118 Golf Road | October 13, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan testifies as crime victim in court | September 29, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan enters high school | August 30, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st trip to Vitamia Garfield | August 18, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family trip to Lake Hopatcong, NJ | August 11, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and I in front of my first job Mcdonalds | July 28, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Welcome Oaklee Lynn | March 20, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 2022 Ocean City Maryland | June 16, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 2022 fathers day card | June 19, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Easter letter for mommy 2022 | April 17, 2022 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Fun photo at Grand Canyon | March 11, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | First time Ryan wearing a suit as a teen | March 14, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Vegas family trip | March 10, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family visits Hoover Dam | March 18, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Photo of Mom on her 7th birthday | July 20, 1954 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first movie as a teen is Jackass 4 | February 22, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Peter Fiduccia grave map | February 9, 2022 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Peter Fiduccia obituary | February 9, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Visiting Peter’s grave | February 8, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan photographs Willowbrook Mall for then vs now video | February 8, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Letter I wrote to Peter (my father) | February 4, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Uncle Scotty’s helicopter | February 4, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan gets YouTube money approval! | January 12, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2021 Christmas card to me from Ania | December 25, 2021 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Nana’s pumpkin pie recipe | December 21, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2021 Christmas card for Ania | December 25, 2021 | This content is restricted. | | |
| 2021 holiday letter | December 13, 2021 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | First job interview -Mya | November 10, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s survived concession work! | November 7, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | ATV ride to Nana’s | September 4, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | First trip to TF Con for Ryan’s bday | October 24, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Last message mom ever posted about me | September 27, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first job! | September 25, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Finally meeting my nephew | September 12, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Adventures in North Carolina with Johnsons | August 8, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first fast food order on his own | July 30, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan goes upstairs at Nanas for the first time | July 30, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family stop at Holstens in home town | July 20, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan tries Pizza Town zeppolies | July 20, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan goes upstairs at Nanas! | July 28, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | My Broken Heart | July 8, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | met bumblebee | May 16, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | the gang | May 16, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Meeting Ania | May 16, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Finally met Joe’s family!!! | May 16, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s letter to middle school Principal | May 17, 2021 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | It is okay to not be ok | May 10, 2021 | This content is restricted. |  |
 | Ryan attends first Boy Scout meeting – and he liked it! | April 27, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana’s dance party 2014 | November 30, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Unveiling KITT to Nana | April 5, 2011 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Me and Ryan on Optimus hood during build | April 14, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana with Optimus cosplay | June 5, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and I working on KITT | February 9, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Iva’s 4th birthday cake | February 27, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s newborn Baptism | February 2, 2008 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana and I at NYC Christmas Tress | November 15, 2001 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan with KITT BTTF and Ghostbusters | August 15, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
| Valentine’s day card 2021 | February 14, 2021 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | My Frozen Head | February 13, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first comic book sales | January 27, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | It’s so hard to say goodbye | January 23, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | A note to Nana from my 6th grade teacher | January 14, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Snow day | January 10, 2021 | This content is restricted. |  |
 | Opening Day BetterU Performance | January 9, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana and me during photoshoot | November 17, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Daddy and Ryan as Knight and King | October 29, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Cute picture of family and baby Ryan | January 4, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Another dream with Nana | December 31, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nature | December 30, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Fun | December 27, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2021 Family Calendar PDF | December 27, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Nana teaches Ryan tennis | December 27, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2020 Christmas card to Ania | December 25, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | First snowman with Nana and family | December 21, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Mom’s death certificate | November 25, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Nana and buddy | December 14, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana loved popping bubbles | December 14, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana’s inspiration sign | December 10, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 50-y-o Woman Grabs The Throttle And Conquers A Major Life Barrier | November 25, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana and scotty | November 30, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana’s birthday cake almost on fire | December 1, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana with feet in pool | December 1, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Atlanta trip with Nana and Optimus | December 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana found amazing Danishes for us | December 12, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Nana doing ninja steps | May 17, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | The last photo of Nana and I | October 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s Instagram post about Nana’s passing | November 26, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first 7th grade craft | November 24, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | We spend a day with Jeff Kline | June 18, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and neighbors in Optimus late 2016 | November 25, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and daddy built Metroplex | August 20, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 11-Foot Optimus Prime cosplay build | June 1, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | A new firepit – celebrating son’s day 2020 | July 12, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st ATV oil change | November 9, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st Q&A YouTube video questions | November 8, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Test 3 | November 13, 2020 | This content is restricted. | ||
 | Ryan helps me fix up Nanas | September 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Wifey and me with an amazing view | October 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan wearing my Megatron cosplay | October 8, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 13th bday | November 2, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s “My Strengths” letter from church | January 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan starts Transformers photography | January 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and Aleessia – 5th grade | November 8, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan gets official WWE sunglasses | April 8, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and Daddy fun night | April 18, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Santa prank note for Nana | December 19, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 5th grade Math Jeopardy | December 14, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Random Notes we gave Ryan for school | November 14, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s hero note from CCD | November 22, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s LAST tooth fairy note | October 15, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | The FIRST girl in Ryan’s phone | October 11, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan drives 1st REAL car | July 12, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan meets Peter Cullen at NASA | June 14, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan meets Titus Welliver | June 14, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan completes 4th grade | June 1, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan sees WWE live in Scranton | November 15, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan rides ATV for first time | March 16, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 4th grade insect project | December 15, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1st time firing and learning gun safety | December 8, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan meets DJs from KRz radio | November 15, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 4th grade report card 1st period | November 9, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s man cave | October 21, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st trumpet lesson | July 3, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan tackles Bushkill Falls | June 16, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan graduates 3rd grade | June 16, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan meets the REAL Optimus Prime! | May 9, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st stage crew experience | April 9, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan rides bike for 1st time in 2017 | April 14, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan draws aliens in 3rd grade | April 6, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st time pumping gas | March 7, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s money project from 3rd grade | February 10, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and Bryce Beil | January 13, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st note from Lucky 2016 | November 21, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | SHIELD car transformation | November 2, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Another visit from Lucky | October 6, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and his science lab | August 9, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and John in the pool | July 23, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan on day of comic book men filming | July 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan at S.H.I.E.L.D. HQ | July 16, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and friends digging a hole | July 10, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryans Gymnastic Risk Pays Off | July 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Another letter from Lucky to Ryan | July 1, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and Mrs. Hauze 2nd grade | October 23, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Last day of 2nd grade highlight sheet | June 3, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 8 y-o Ryan finds old police uniform | June 3, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s letter to neighbor John | May 13, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | The dirtiest Ryan has ever been | May 13, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan doing pullups in basebment | April 29, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s First Holy Communion | April 24, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s Communion Prep | April 10, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first parade in KITT | May 25, 2010 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan gets his 1st Penance | March 5, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan practicing guitar | January 7, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and His Elf “Lucky” | December 17, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 2nd Grade Progress Report | December 17, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan Working on golf cart KITT for 1st time | November 20, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s Halloween Costume 2015 | October 31, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan helps fix our hot water heater | September 2, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st day of 2nd grade | August 28, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Police Officer Ryan | October 31, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan makes hot cocoa for school guards | January 8, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan gets a letter from the White House | June 19, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st pair of glasses | April 3, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Amazicon Comic Con with Ryan | April 26, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Mowing the lawn with Daddy | July 11, 2010 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan with KITT and Mini-KITT | February 19, 2010 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s first love letter | January 23, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and his Kindergarten class | May 16, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st Tennis Raquet | October 14, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 2013 Ryan at Camelbeach | June 22, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st day of Kindergarten | September 3, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan rides his bike freely | October 21, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan finds a fossil (not really, but sort of) | July 14, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | First Time Ryan Earns Money | August 21, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family photo with KITT | September 2, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s bday 2019 | November 2, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Thanksgiving 2019 | November 29, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan learns about Santa – letter I wrote for him | November 6, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ania and Joe at NJ Beach | April 28, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Note from Ania during hospital visit | September 8, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Joe’s Landscaping flyer | June 2, 1989 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 12 yr wedding anniv message to Ryan | September 2, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Meeting the real Optimus Prime truck | April 29, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and daddy with fish | March 7, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and Daddy make Root Beer | February 19, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Donuts with Dad Speech From Ryan | May 26, 2016 | This content is restricted. |  | |
 | Appearing in Pocono Record with KITT | September 6, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan wearing my old sweatshirt | September 2, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and me on mini-KITT | November 13, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1999 and 2001 My motorcycles | June 4, 2005 | This content is restricted. | |
 | My 2nd car – 2000 Chrysler Sebring | June 14, 2002 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan and me with KITT | September 5, 2011 | This content is restricted. | |
 | KITT appears in first major movie | June 3, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1985 Me in the backyard | June 5, 1985 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Late 1980s 6th grade photo | October 23, 1987 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1988 Me at my desk | March 3, 1988 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1989 6th grade graduation pic | June 12, 1987 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Mommy and baby Ryan at car show | October 15, 2009 | This content is restricted. | |
 | The day we started KITT (2009) | October 15, 2009 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1979 Joey baby pic | December 5, 1979 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1988 My father and I | October 2, 1988 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Homemade Megatron Costume | October 21, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1987 Lion-O Costome | October 31, 1987 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 7th grade marching band | November 1, 1989 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s Donuts with Dads Speech | May 5, 2013 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Ryan rides his bike on his own! | October 21, 2017 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Ryan’s 1st Transformers stop motion | February 13, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Ryan’s 1st Day of Kindergarten | September 1, 2012 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | My first car – 1990 Mitsubishi Eclipse | June 21, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Holiday Letter | December 15, 2016 | This content is restricted. | | |
| 10 Year wedding anniversary card | September 2, 2009 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Father’s Day 2015 from Ryan | June 16, 2015 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Ryan’s baby shower invitation 2007 | October 7, 2007 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Letter from when I was 11 y.o. | June 16, 1989 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Childhood Scouts newspaper clipping | November 21, 1986 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Family tree 3rd grade (2nd page) | November 15, 1985 | This content is restricted. | |
 | My Family Tree (3rd grade) | November 8, 1985 | This content is restricted. | |
 | 1st official job pay stub | July 9, 1993 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ryan’s 1st hockey game | January 17, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
 | A message from me to you Ryan – 2018 | June 8, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Trip to NASA with Optimus – 2018 | May 17, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
 | First broken bone ever – 2017 | December 7, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Spring and Summer Family fun – 2017 | July 21, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Daddy and Ryan 1st road trip in O.P. – 2017 | September 15, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Poland Family Vacation – 20 | June 2, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Ania’s 36th birthday at Jersey Shore | May 1, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
 | Happy Valentine’s Day Ania – 2019 | February 14, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Document Test | November 12, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Super Doc | November 4, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Document Test | November 3, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
 | Images Test | November 8, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Check | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | ||
 | Test | This content is restricted. | ||
| Video of CO2 | September 3, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
| Document Test | September 14, 2020 | This content is restricted. | | |
| test 2 | September 23, 1965 | This content is restricted. |  | |
| First Photo | September 23, 1938 | This content is restricted. |
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| I will never abandon you Ryan | March 23, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Email to Ryan after he opened up a bit | April 3, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Landslide – first day of school tradition | September 1, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 I can’t believe it keeps getting worse | August 21, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Playtime = “soar time” | August 10, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2019 Rollercoaster year | December 31, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2014 Year of change | December 31, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2015 a year of transition | December 31, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Year in Review | January 1, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| More about Optimus build | June 9, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Got my driver’s license | June 18, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Very worried about finanances | November 9, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Got my CDL permit | January 18, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| The day I got my CDL! | February 24, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Venting – something needs to change | November 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Hatred exists everywhere | April 16, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Hasbro approves OP | December 21, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Officially unveiled Optimus | October 16, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2017 caught doing something I regret | March 11, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| First day driving a truck | January 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Valentines Day | February 14, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| The fire that almost ended Nana’s home in PA | November 22, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Best college professor – Wayne Bond | June 7, 2001 | This content is restricted. | |
| Relationship with Ania Fiduccia | September 2, 1999 | This content is restricted. | |
| Relationship with Heather Lurker | February 15, 1992 | This content is restricted. | |
| My relationship with Dawn Stone | August 5, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Learning how to drive a truck | January 4, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2012 Megatron build | August 10, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
| Knight Rider KITT build | August 12, 2009 | This content is restricted. | |
| Keeping busy with stuff | May 14, 1992 | This content is restricted. | |
| Playing the piano | August 4, 1984 | This content is restricted. | |
| Uber driving days | October 14, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| My first real career job post college | September 1, 2001 | This content is restricted. | |
| New Radio College Intern | August 12, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Valet parking career | August 5, 1997 | This content is restricted. | |
| My first job at McDonalds | August 16, 1995 | This content is restricted. | |
| High school gradutation | June 1, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Childhood Christmas traditions | December 25, 1989 | This content is restricted. | |
| Montclair State University Memories | June 1, 2000 | This content is restricted. | |
| Bloomfield High School memories | June 1, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Elementary school memories | June 1, 1989 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan said ‘Mom and Dad would be proud’ | July 27, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan discovering himself | June 1, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Today we started renovations at Nanas to prep for renters | January 24, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Wedding anniversary 2021 | September 2, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Part 2 | August 5, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Another dream about Nana | March 10, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Grieving the loss of Nana has been difficult | January 13, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| An Unexpected Honor | January 5, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Why 2020 was the BEST, WORST year of my life | December 19, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| My move to Bloomfield from Poland | September 1, 1991 | This content is restricted. | |
| Warszawa – my birth place | May 1, 1980 | This content is restricted. | |
| Where It All Started 🙂 | December 15, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| COVID-19 | November 8, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letting go of the hatred from former OP partners in 2019 | December 31, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| I can’t believe it keeps getting worse | August 21, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| A tough battle with Ryan about risks | July 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2019 was a rollercoaster year | December 31, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2014 – a year of change and Amer Ftp | December 31, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2017 the year our lives changed forever | December 31, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2015 was a “transitional” year | December 31, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 was a crappy year | December 31, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Got my driver’s license at 17 | June 18, 1995 | This content is restricted. | |
| Very worried about our finances (2016) | November 9, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| A stressful story about getting Optimus | March 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| I’ve hit rock bottom | November 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Hatred seems to exist everywhere lately | April 16, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Hasbro approves Optimus build | December 21, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Officially unveiled Optimus Prime | October 15, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Caught cheating | March 10, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Pneumonia | February 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Dealing with life changes in 2015 | December 31, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Valentines Day memories | February 14, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Almost set mom’s house on fire | April 3, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| My favorite professor Wayne Bond | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Learning how to drive a big rig | January 8, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2012 Megatron cosplay build | September 1, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
| Tennis time | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Some childhood hobbies | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| My career history through 2017 | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| High school graduation day | June 15, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Childhood Christmas Traditions | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| I wanted to be a meteorologist | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| My education history | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. |
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| I will never abandon you Ryan | March 26, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| I will never abandon you Ryan | March 26, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Cherish the time you have | February 9, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Do not cheat in school! | October 21, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Friends will come and go dude | August 11, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Saying goodnight to Ryan | August 10, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| What I’ve noticed about parenting | June 14, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Sometimes adults need “alone time” | April 12, 2012 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to family before OP trip | February 3, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter I wrote for someone, referencing Ryan a lot | July 12, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter I wrote to Ania summer of 2017 | July 20, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter I wrote to Ania on a-day of affair year | September 2, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter I wrote to Ryan | August 12, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Message i sent Nana after seeing how sad she looked | April 4, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Message to mom (Judy) | July 20, 1947 | This content is restricted. | |
| Message to Ryan | November 2, 2007 | This content is restricted. | |
| Whispering to Ryan regularly | October 26, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Worst Halloween for Ryan – message to mommy | October 31, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Disconnecting from brothers | May 16, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to Ania after affair uncovered | April 14, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Letter I wrote to Ryan | April 13, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Made a decision | February 20, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Helping those around us | January 4, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Some bad people are out there | July 10, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Cherish the time you have | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Friends will come and go Ryan | April 1, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to family before Optimus trip (2017) | October 13, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Standing up for yourself Ryan | November 9, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| A letter I wrote to someone else but also speaks to Ryan | November 7, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to Ania on 18th ‘meeting day’ anniversary | July 20, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message to Ania | May 2, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to Ania on 12th wedding anniversary | September 2, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message to my childhood best friend Joe Geisel | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| A letter I wrote for Ryan | March 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Message to Mom after finance help with OP | April 4, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message for you Mom | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message to you Ryan | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message to Ryan from AF blog | October 26, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Worst Halloween ever – message to Ania | October 31, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message to brothers – Christian and Patrick | January 25, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Celebrating 13 years of marriage | September 2, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letter to Ania after affair (2017) | April 24, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| A letter I wrote for Ryan | November 2, 2016 | This content is restricted. |
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| 1st real bad day at school MCTI | February 23, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 3 philosophies | February 2, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Family genes – ALS + fertility + ovarian cancer | January 7, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| My Mama’s Family – Lewandowski | January 7, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan does guitar repair with ease | October 18, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Some random people in my life | August 8, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan talks to disabled girl | September 9, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| A tough battle with Ryan about risks | July 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan learns truth about Santa | November 17, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan mentions pornhub | August 17, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan demonstrates patience | April 7, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| 1st time you called me DAD | November 9, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan at 7 was challenging year | June 2, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan mentions sex for first time | December 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 1st girl “friend” | October 11, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 Ryan’s 1st intro to a real weapon | November 4, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2019 – Standing up for yourself Ryan | September 1, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| My childhood friend Joe G | September 5, 1995 | This content is restricted. | |
| Celebrating 13 years of marriage | September 2, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan walks with John | August 30, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Doing better with Ania | August 28, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryans 2st music lessons | December 29, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Abbrielle honored as valedictorian | September 14, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 10 year anniversary | September 2, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Nana does something we never expected | May 4, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan fails 1st test | February 5, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s “old soul” words of wisdom | February 12, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Hi Girls | March 23, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| He speaks with school admins about gun talk | February 7, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s first “bucket game” at PVH | September 23, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan said the sweetest thing | July 12, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan dreamed of Nana and Peter – 1st time ever | January 21, 2022 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan is struggling with alone time | December 26, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan sleeps on his own | December 13, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan is becoming independent | September 21, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Beauty comes in an forms | March 1, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Words Nana would say every night | February 9, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| A dream Ryan shared with me | November 16, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 5th grade honesty and good choices! | December 13, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan goes up near stage for dance | January 19, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s tough week in 2nd grade | January 11, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Lucky visits Ryan summer 2016 | August 22, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s very interesting start to 5th grade | August 24, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Snowflake elf asks Ryan for a letter | November 15, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Several “firsts” for Ryan | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 8th bday celebration | November 2, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s first day of 1st grade | September 2, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Camilo surprises Ryan | November 18, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s random act of kindness (1st grade) | March 26, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan expressing his feelings about 1st grade | May 4, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan learns to swim! | July 18, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s “right vs wrong” with John | May 19, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s great day in school and with friends | October 20, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Bullying begins in new school | March 1, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan has a lot on his mind | November 21, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan helped mommy in daddy’s absence | June 7, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan gets stuck on elevator alone | September 21, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan is the 1st grade math contest winner | November 14, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s “worm” story from school | April 2, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Some of Ryan’s hobbies | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s educational history | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| 6th grade Ryan opens a conversation with disabled girl | September 12, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan learns the truth about Santa and Elf Lucky | November 19, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Sex talks with Ryan begin | January 23, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Patience during tough moments for Ryan | April 18, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| 1st time you just called me ‘dad’ | November 19, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan is born | November 2, 2007 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan at age 7 has been challenging | September 11, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 1st real mention of ‘sex’ | December 8, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s 1st ‘girlfriend | October 11, 2018 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s first intro to guns | November 18, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| A message from Ania | January 2, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan walks with John and not me | August 20, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| End of Summer 2017 – doing much better | August 28, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan starts guitar lessons | December 29, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Niece Abbrielle gets honored as valedictorian | June 3, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| 10-year wedding anniversary | September 2, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Finding myself at odds with Ania | July 17, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Mom tries to commit suicide | May 11, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan fails his first test | February 5, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| Ryan’s “old soul” words of wisdom | May 2, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| Meeting Ania (my future wife) | September 3, 1999 | This content is restricted. |
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| New year new beginnings | January 4, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Love and insecurities | February 13, 2024 | This content is restricted. | |
| Butterfly Bench – Chestnuthill Park | April 1, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Helping Ania understand my mindset currently | December 18, 2023 | This content is restricted. | |
| Letting go of bad people | December 7, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Family Dinners are very important | April 20, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Me as Auxiliary Police Officer | August 24, 1998 | This content is restricted. | |
| Weird pains near heart area | December 28, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Admitted to hospital for low platelets | January 5, 1991 | This content is restricted. | |
| Heart Palpitations | August 9, 2006 | This content is restricted. | |
| Best teeth ever | April 10, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Daddy has xray eyes | February 7, 2013 | This content is restricted. | |
| Attempting to balance life and play | April 13, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Tough day for us | May 17, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Message from Ania at start of 2017 | January 2, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 ongoing depresssion | July 29, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| A stressful time getting OP | April 7, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2016 getting really sick | February 11, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| 2015 dealing with life change | July 23, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Relationship with Mimi | April 12, 1997 | This content is restricted. | |
| Relationship with Alyse Pashman | May 21, 1988 | This content is restricted. | |
| Playing tennis as a kid | May 13, 1984 | This content is restricted. | |
| Mowing lawns | August 5, 1988 | This content is restricted. | |
| My love for weather | January 1, 1985 | This content is restricted. | |
| Where I grew up | March 1, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| Kindergarten Dropout | January 10, 2021 | This content is restricted. | |
| My First Day | September 19, 1973 | This content is restricted. | |
| My first dream with Nana after her passing | December 10, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Relaunching America’s Footprints | November 8, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Some of my wishes for the future | March 4, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| A few of the people in my life | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| I cheated on a college exam | November 15, 1996 | This content is restricted. | |
| Watching G1 Transformers (2019) | December 18, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| The little moments at bedtime with Ryan | November 28, 2009 | This content is restricted. | |
| Family dinners are very important to me | November 7, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| My days as an Auxiliary Police Officer | June 14, 2001 | This content is restricted. | |
| Weird pains near heart | December 9, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Admitted to hospital for low platelets | February 6, 1990 | This content is restricted. | |
| Heart palpitations are a bit concerning | June 27, 2006 | This content is restricted. | |
| My teeth are still holding strong | May 15, 2014 | This content is restricted. | |
| What I’ve learned about parenting | September 15, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| The years I had “x-ray eyes” | December 9, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Sometimes adults need ‘alone time’ | November 11, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Attempting to balance work and play | August 14, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| This was a tough day for me | April 13, 2019 | This content is restricted. | |
| Playtime = “soar time” | June 19, 2015 | This content is restricted. | |
| Optimus Prime blog story I wrote for Amer Ftp | November 8, 2017 | This content is restricted. | |
| My depression continues (2016) | July 29, 2016 | This content is restricted. | |
| My earlier relationships | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. | |
| Knight Rider KITT build | November 6, 2020 | This content is restricted. |